Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Sunday
so sunday was a rather relaxing day.. doing own reading and stuff
Monday
work score 209.. breaking my own record :D
then go for ballet.. :D wa yesterday dont know why train damn hard that today i aching like what! haha
Tuesday
today work was fun.. i think cos i am finishing and i got my pay ! cannot wait to finish and have my freedom to do whatever i want!
but work isnt not fun either.. got nice friends and getting the hang of what i am going already..yaya ! good job corrine !
wa today got pay very happy... but then dont know what thing cut my pay.. haha
then wushu.. also trian very hard today.. so i wore a different pants and i think it made a difference.. haha maybe i will starting wearing that again ahha..
bye for now !
Have you forgotten about me?
i feel so empty..
i miss you..
i wanna be like my sisters..
being so successful
going to university..
having a goal..
will i ever be as good as you all?
will i ever go to uni?
will i be remembered?
as what?
when will people notice me?
why am i always the last?
i dont know why i have many friends
but i dont know how to trust..
everyone is so busy with their own life..
do they really miss me..
or they are just comforting words..they use with everyone?
damn.. why so emo..
but after writing it out.
i feel better
i see the things i lost..
i hope to take it back again..
or will i just lost it
Every human being needs friends..
but i dont know why .. i think i took things for granted.. i isoslated them ... and always think about myself.. and i think and admits i am very selfish and unfriendly..
i feel.. i dont really dare to approch to talk to people at times even if they are trying to make friends.. instead i try to keep always from them for the past few years.. and keep things to myself.. i dont really tell people about me... and now i feel not many people know me well.. and
i feel LONELY..
I suddenly miss my ITE friends..
I feel i dont bond with people well enough..
damn... am i very unfriendly?
i am also trying very hard to be more friendly..to make more new friends..but sometime i am tired of doing it..
Recently.. i dont know why have been thinking of someone alot this days.. and .. i am also trying to forget you at the same time..
cos i know its impossible..
ok i emo for the past ten mins le..
DONE !
i am going to forget it and move on..
bye
Saturday, November 7, 2009
not forgeting i broke my own record in basketball !!!
solo 709 !!! yes man !
Thursday
i got three different event to go but i only have to choose one.
one is to go for ballet
second is to go for wushu
third is to go for the dance at rp which i will damn late after work
wanted to go for wushu but my bestie never go so went for ballet :D
Friday
after work, hang out with shirley and then went to meet my brother.. haha.. and i think i influenced him to play arcade.. he is almost as addicted as me le.. :D one go play 4 times.. the best score was 767 :D
i am actually quite happi that he went out with me even after a fight.. lol
about 12 go home sweet home :D
but msn.. cannot use...
Saturday
work and then tuition then sdg then went out with dayi then shirley haha.. and home at 12 plus :D
Sunday
slept at 2 and wake at at 12.30 . watched korean movie till 3.. damn so nice..so romantic no wonder my friends are all talking about them.. why are the guys there so hot?
like them also they dont know never will be able to talk to them.. lol..
going out soon..
tata !
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
'you are more closer to your friends than to your own sister'
i know you will never see this cos you dont even bother too. i think for weeks and months you didnt even contact me.
i always keep this in me but i have to say somewhere, just hoping you will see...
but i know you will never know...
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
work is more enjoying now aday getting used to the environment and all
headed to wushu as soon as possible after my 15 mins of sleep. but still.. late.. sigh..
i want to be early too..
i hope i am improve, but still i think i am still lack in strenght.
i feel that i improve a little.. but its not enough..
and something damn embarrassing happened today..............................sigh.......... and i think many people saw..................................damn..................
all i need to do is to hope that others forgets about the incident....
i asked a guy....................... and he saw.. i dont know how more embarrassed to be...